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| hey happy thanksgiving or as i like to call it "turkey day". well lets see, the holidays are always kinda sad for me, but this one is ok because all you do is eat. the past few days have been really crazy and i dont know what to think about certain things anymore. school is stressful, parents are stressful, certain friends are stressful and its driving me nuts. but i am better. i am certainly thankful for all of those around me who care so much bout me. without them i would be nothing. you guys are the best. i <3 you all. and thank you to the people who comment my site and make me feel good. i like when i get comments, and if you comment me, i always either AIM you to thank you or, comment you back. so i always return the favor. i hope everyone has a nice weekend, and ill update later to tell you how the feast went yo.
Love Always, Matt ------------------------------------------------
Bold What Applies to YOU
01. I have asthma.(very acute case)
02. I'm obsessed with Jelly Bracelets.
03. I think I was a mistake. Damn parents forget to use a condom.
04. I broke my collar bone when I was a baby.
06. I have passed out 5 times in my life from drinking.
07. I obsess over everything.
08. I rock back and forth when I'm nervous.
09. I still don't have any idea what I want to do when I'm older.
10. I'm disappointed in myself for fucking up school.
11. I don't take medications but I probably should.
12. More than anything else in the world - I love seeing people laugh.
13. I wish I wasn't an EC musician.
14. I was born in Cleveland, Ohio.
15. I have a really hard time trusting people.
16. I love my best friends more than I love any other person.
17. I love sleeping past noon.
18. My birthday is September 20th.
19. I have OCD.
20. I think drugs are stupid but I did them anyway.
21. I dislike myself.
22. I make a lot of mistakes.
23. I have a messy room.
24. I see things in a different perspective.
25. I want to live with my best friends in a weird painted apartment filled with our ... weird personalities.
26. I hate high school.
27. I very rarely have to pee.
28. I am a night owl.
29. I care about people more than they realize.
30. I am heartbroken.
31. I love movies.
32. I wish I was an orphan.
33. I'm picky about people.
34. I have a sore back.
35. It bugs me when people are stubborn. Even though I am.
36. I try to forgive but never forget.
37. I have been in love.
38. I want to be a better musician.
39. I wish I had something better to do than this.
40. I love you.
41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I hate surprises.
43. I still love my brother even though he is an asshole.
44. My pillow is a close friend of mine.
45. I don't like being complimented but it makes my day brighter none-the-less.
46. I think that the drinking age should be 18.
47. I love Heaven, even though I haven't been there yet.
48. I never know how to accept compliments.
49. I love being alone.
50. I get along with boys much better than girls.
51. I hate awkward silences.
52. I love when people think i'm weird.
53. I love my friends.
54. I have a hard time letting people get close, because I fear they'll leave soon.
55. I wish I was a good person.
56. I HATE being stared at.
57. I'm not as happy as people think I am.
58. Girls always think I hate them. And they're usually right.
59. I hate clothes.
60. I'm easy to please.
61. I can't cook for shit.
62. I dont know my own effect on people.
63. I want to visit the make-up Drivers Ed class because I promised them I'd stop by.
64. My neck's sore.
65. My dreams are fucked up.
66. I rarely show my true emotions.
67. I have done the Las Ketchup dance before.
68. I hate when my nose is runny.
69. Friends have fallen for me.
70. I have a few best friends.
71. I think jellyfish are scary.
72. I can make people laugh.
73. I love many different kinds of music
74. I always sing along with music in the car.
75. I hate ghost stories. They scare me!
76. I wish I didn't have to grow up
77. I love my friends.
78. I try not to over-analyze things.
79. I laugh at dead baby jokes.
80. I come off as weird.
81. I never express my feelings to people.
82. I wish Kim was still here.
83. I'm too self-critical.
84. I would like to stay alone in my room forever.
85. I hate having regrets.
86. I hate complaining but I do anyway without realizing it.
87. I only cry when I'm really really sad. (or just whenever i feel like it)
88. I hate when people say "OMG Just Kidding"
90. I think Kate Winslet is a dyke.
91. I love ice cubes.
92. I love eating things that are bad for me.
93. I go to bed at about 11:30pm.
94. I used to work nowhere.
95. I have never been to another country.
96. I can lose my temper very easily.
97. I don't know how to deal with a lot of stuff.
98. I dream about death every night.
99. I'm sensitive.
100. I hide emotions. | | |
| today was a very emo day. i got really upset about shit. tommorow will prolly be the same though. i will do a better update of how my full day went and the stuff going on if i feel up to it. gosh why do things have to be so complicated and so trying on my mind body and soul? | | |
| i haven't written lately so lets take a look at the past day and a half....
saturday so i wake up and my mom says to me "hey matthew its snowing!" now knowing that my friends try and fool me and others all the time using this same ploy, i said to myself, "yea right, its snowing, nice try bonsi." (note: bonsi was the dude who originated the whole thing) so i go to look outside my window and i see this:
OMGWTF ROTFLMAO. yea i got pwned by my mom. how embarassing. after i woke up and got dressed we went to the store and returned the texas chainsaw massacre....wasnt really scary, just kinda freaked me out a lil  . after that we moved on to the variety store to get a copy of the magic store key cause my boss wanted the original for himself. so i got this cool american flag design key...so neat. aftewr that 8 fucking hours of work. what can i say it pays the bills....even tho i dont pay bills. when i got home i got ready to go camping. i had to walk down this trail, which i knew pretty well in west hills, to find these people. kinda freaky, especially if you think leatherface is after you  . so i get to the campsite and am greeted by a loud "MATTTTTD!" by moges. awesome kidd. we stayed up and talked about high school stereotypes with the adults, and went stargazing. sat infront of the fire, got smoke in my eyes, and then went to bed. it was freezing cold.
sunday i wake up to the sound of mr. moges whistling into my tent, with jared sleeping next to me, he didnt want to sleep in a leanto with the younger kids...i dont blame him. the rest of the campout was a blurr. clean up pack up and leave. got home had some coffee, read the circulars, and started my hw. and that takes us to this current moment....ill edit this humongo post later. prop this fucker up | | |
| im at work so lets make this short...and ill edit later... you know what i hate alot? posers. i know alot of them. they act like one thing when in reality they are prolly nothing like that. they act all emo, goth or watever the fuck they act like, and it makes me sick. here is a prime example. it just makes me wanna.....live stronger to watch the posers fail. ah im just angry at things. bahhhface. ill edit when i get back...and hopefully ill get to go to the movies tonight weeeeeeeee. | | |
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Name: Matt
